Not Feeling Well

Well today is now Tuesday already..gosh, the days are going so quickly. The heat and humidity is not my friend right now. Yesterday was a very rough day and now I have another one today. My right hand was so swollen and I was in so much pain that is was unbearable at times. My neck weas having muscle spasms and I was trying everything I could to ease the pain and get it to stop. Nothing worked. By the evening I was ready to cry. My daughter and I went for a walk after dinner and I got one whole block and was ready to quit. I kept going though and went for a loop around (slowly) but i made it. I am trying to tend to other things around the house and the kids but it's not easy. I don't feel well right now and it's so hard to keep going. I want to hide it and be "myself" and not complain about pain and not being able to do things. I knew this morning it was not going to be a good day. I took a shower and almost passed out. I couldn't stand the water hitting my body and I got real dizzy and this sick feeling came on. The bathroom was spinning and all I could see was nothing..everything was going black. I stayed up and got done with the shower quickly then went and laid down. I just am not feeling well from the humidity and hopefully it will get better. I have a terrible headache. I just can't seem to win..either it's too cold or too hot. I can't stand any temperature it seems. This is so hard to deal with but I think I'm doing quite well. I am so glad to have the support from all of my family. I truly need it right now and I thank all of you. :)