I am super cranky and in soooo much pain today. The weather here is COLD! It's too cold for October 12th! Our heat has been running already and this morning it was 37 degrees! At 1:00 pm it was still only 49 outside! How crazy is that? My right hand turned purple and felt like a block of ice. My shoulder and upper back (shoulder blade) is locked up in PAIN! My pain level is about a 20 on a scale of 1-10! I want to cry but I am staying tough! I am trying everything I can to get the pain level down. I am now wrapped in a blanket sitting here after wandering around the house in a blanket. My son thinks I'm crazy ..lol. Well...that's kinda..true lol! I just can't stand being cold and it's not just cold..it's damp! This isn't the worst of it either! It's going downhill this week! It's only going to get colder and RAIN! YUCK! San Diego HERE I COME!
I'm getting more and more nervous about the ketamine treatment coming up. I'm still scheduled to start October 26th for the 10 day out patient. I sure hope it works or it's going to be one miserable winter! Either that..or moving to San Diego!
Tomorrow is another Birthday..yuck! Another year older and gray hair already! Getting closer to 40 :(
Monday, October 12, 2009
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